August 18, 2009

  • It's late.

    Sorry for a lame survey but I can't sleep!

    Could you handle being married to the last person you texted?
    Luckily I'm already married to him! Perfect!

    Were you happy when you woke up today?
    Yes. A little groggy, and sad Jeremy was at work, but happy.

    Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
    It's been a while.

    Do you find it hard to trust others?
    Depends on who it is.

    I bet you miss somebody right now?
    My family! (And Jer cause he's in bed sleeping and I always miss him when he's not physically touching me. Pathetic, I know.)

    Are boys confusing?
    Yes and No. I find boys/men are way more simple in most ways. They don't over think or over stress or over do things like most women. And that's the confusing part.

    Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
    Yes. Haha, not sure what it means, but why not?

    What are you planning on doing after this?
    Washing my face, brushing my teeth, and crawling in bed with my hubby.

    Have you told anybody you loved them today?
    Yeah. My grandma, my dad, and Jeremy. And I told my mom yesterday.

    You're stuck in a locked room with the last person you fell for, what happens?
    Stuck in a locked room with Jeremy? Sounds like fun!

    What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
    Watching HGTV with Jeremy.

    What are your legal initials?
    Do you really have to ask this question? Since I've been married, they've been ASS. Seriously.

    Who's the first B in your contacts?
    I don't know and I don't feel like looking. I'm gonna guess...Brad?

    Have you ever tripped someone?
    Not on purpose. My wheelchair trips people up all the time if they aren't paying attention.

    Have you ever slapped someone?
    yes. When I was really little. She probably deserved it. I wasn't a mean kid.

    Do you have any scars?
    yes. Lots!

    Do you miss the way things used to be?
    No. I'm the happiest I've ever been! Life always seems to have a way of getting better. Come March, it will be even better!

    Will tomorrow be better than today?
    Probably!

    Are you a naturally happy person? or is the happiness forced?
    I like to think I'm rather happy and positive. I see happy things every where. Especially in my family and husband.

    How do you feel about answering personal and/or intimate questions?
    I usually don't mind it one bit. I'm an open book. 99% of the time.

    Is there a girl you would do anything for?
    yes. My sisters. Or my mom. And some other family members and close friends.

    Is there a guy you would do anything for?
    yes-My husband, Joey, my Dad. And some other family members probably. It's too late to really ponder a deep question like that.

    You sleep alone last night?
    Luckily being married means I never have to sleep alone!

    What was the first drink you had this morning?
    Chocolate milk. YUM.

    Are you in a good mood?
    I'm good. Getting tired, which is good.

    Do you currently have a hickey?
    Not that I know of.

    Do you want someone back in your life?
    Yes and No. Depends on how they treated me. And that applies to a few people.

    Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
    Um. I didn't take a shower. I should have.

    Do you get freaked out when you're in the dark?
    Sometimes. That's why I can't watch scary movies anymore.

    Do you think age matters in relationships?
    Drastic age differences, sometimes. It all depends on the maturity levels of the individuals and what they want in their life at that stage of their life. (Like if they want kids, etc.)

    Ever tasted your own tears?
    Yep.

    Do you like sushi?
    Never tried it. And I don't plan to. At least not anytime soon.

    Anything you'd like to say to anyone?
    Oh lots of things. Some nice, some not.

    Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
    Happy! Excited. How could I not be?

    Could you date someone taller than you?
    I'd prefer it, actually. But since most of the population is kind of taller than me, it doesn't matter. If I were walking it would be more important, but still not a deal breaker.

    Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
    yes, of course. Lots of them. But mostly Jeremy.

    What’s the last thing that made you upset?
    Watching a PG-13 movie that I thought was okay, but ended up having nudity. Rather explicit nudity. (Titanic-style.)

    Do you wear glasses?
    Contacts. I can't find my glasses.

    What does your number 1 call you?
    Amanda...baby doll, love. He usually only uses pet names when he's being silly though.

    Who was the last person you saw in person?
    I see Lauren right now.

    Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
    If I slept well, yes.

    Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
    YES YES YES.

    Do you like hugs?
    I have to have at least two hugs from Jer daily just to survive.

    Where are you at this moment?
    kitchen table

    Whats the connection between you and the last person you texted?
    He's my very best friend, lover, father of my future children, and eternal companion. I and don't say any of those because they're the husband cliches, I say them because I really mean them.

    What's bothering you right now?
    I feel kind of dehydrated, but if I go drinking a lot now, I'll have to get up in the middle of the night to pee and I really don't want to do that. Maybe a few sips of juice won't hurt?

    Are you wearing jeans right now?
    Nope. My red silky pants that I've had since I was in the hospital in 1999. They're very stretchy.

    Are you wasting your time on someone?
    I really hope not! I hope she ends up healthy and happy.

    Think back to July 2008, were you single?
    I wasn't. Thank goodness! That was a really terrible year and I needed Jeremy more than ever.

    Do you know anybody that has feelings for you right now?
    Yes, yes, yes!

    What is one food you refuse to eat?
    Coconut.

    Do you drink beer?
    Nope. Never even had a sip. It looks and smells gross anyway. And my nose has never led me astray.

    Who introduced you to your ex boyfriend or girlfriend?
    My ex? I've never been introduced. I always introduced myself.

    What if the person you liked was kissing someone else right in front of you?
    Thinking back to people I've liked, that would have been sad, and was sad when I saw it on occasion. But if I saw the person I LOVED kissing someone else I would probably throw up and cry hysterically and run away home to my parents. Ugh. Makes me sick to my stomach to even think of Jer kissing somebody else in front of me! Or at all!

    Do you want to know the date of your death?
    Sure! I wouldn't mind. Might as well be prepared, say my goodbyes, write letters to my husband and children, and work on my bucket list.

    Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
    Oh I don't know. I would say cheating, or lying, or whatever but when you really love somebody and you've built a life together with children I can see how everything would get really complicated. I just pray I never have to deal with that! I can't see it happening. It would already be complicated.

    Have you cuddled with someone you weren't dating?
    Once or twice and it kinda made me uncomfortable. I don't like touching people I don't know really well. Icky.

    Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
    Yep. I can think of a few. Sadly.

    Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a, k, o, t, c, j, s, m?
    A= n/a
    K= n/a
    O= n/a
    T= n/a
    C= n/a
    J= Jeremy! (Wow, I'm really proud to only have one on this list! I think Jer would only have 1 or 2 as well. And 1 of them is ME.)
    S= n/a
    M= n/a

    Do you believe exes can be friends?
    Rarely. Depends on how recently you were together and how your current significant other feels about it.

    Do you think love is overrated?
    Never. But I do think it is idealized sometimes. Love is hard work, but comes naturally at the same time. Hmm. Actually, I think the love comes really easy. It's always been really easy to love Jeremy. In fact, when I really wanted to NOT love him, I still loved him. It's the lasting relationship that can get tough.

    What are you listening to?
    Lauren listening to the videos I uploaded on Facebook today. Specifically "Amanda Says a Curse Word." The best one.

    Do you eat breakfast daily?
    Usually, but it's rarely breakfast food.

    Would you prefer a baby girl or boy?
    I keep changing my mind. I really don't care either way but at first I wanted a boy so he'd be the older brother. Now I'm leaning toward girl, but then I had a dream that I had a boy and that made me want a boy again! I just want he or she to be born and grow up happy and healthy.

    If you see a girl with big boobs do you automatically think shes a slut?
    Of course not! I was always the girl with the biggest boobs of all and as you can tell by my kissing list and the fact that I waited for all forms of sex until marriage I hardly count as a slut. Of course, I wasn't showing those boobs off either, and I kept them covered to the best of my ability. If they were showing off those huge boobs I might be tempted to think they were a slut but I hope not. I try not to be judgmental.

    When you and your friends are out and about do you usually get dirty looks?
    No. We are rarely annoying and we rarely go out. We either go out to the movies, to a restaurant, or watch movies at my house. We don't "party."

    Last awkward moment?
    Watching the video I uploaded where Lauren tells my story about Test-Tickles.

    The last person you kissed hates you. Why?
    Oh he could never hate me. I hope. I hope I would never do anything to make him hate me!

    Ever dated anyone on your top friends?
    Who has myspace anymore? It's all about facebook! And they don't segregate friends. But for the record, the only one I dated was Jeremy of course!

    Is their anyone you couldn't live without?
    I would say Jeremy, but I think if he died or left me I would keep breathing. I wouldn't be happy about it, but I would.

    Do you think you can know everything about a person?
    No. BUT I WISH. I would give just about anything to have free access to Jeremy's brain for a while.

    Would you kiss someone you just met, just because they're hot?
    No. Hopefully I never have to worry about kissing anyone new ever again!

    Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a K?
    I already said no! Stupid quizzes. This is why I should write my own.

    Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
    Jeremy and Joey. We saw G.I. Joe. It wasn't great.

    If you got expelled from school, what school would you go to next?
    Um. If BYU kicked me out, I would probably just be a stay at home mom. Maybe go to UVU?

    Have you hugged anyone in the last 24 hours?
    Like I said, I have to have hugs like I have to have food. I feel empty without hugging Jeremy frequently. I hate hugging acquaintances though. I'm not a hugger in general. Just Jeremy. He's special.

    What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
    nothing. I'm not superstitious at all. Although a certain Friday the 13th was certifiably the worst day of my life.

    Do you like to cuddle?
    yes. I love it! Unless I get too hot.

    Do you prefer to call or text?
    I can't believe it, but I've turned into a texter!

    Who do you have texts from in your inbox?
    I don't know. About 20 people. But only about 5 that I text regularly.

    who were you last in the car with?
    Jeremy. Coming home from Church.

    Have you kissed one person more than 20 times this year?
    Jeremy!

    Does someone like you?
    I hope lots of people like me and enjoy my company. I like to think so.

    Do you think someone misses you?
    Hmm. I've never thought about that. I have no idea. I'm pretty sure my parents, my grandma, and a few other family members do!

    Goodnight internets!